Everything hurts but that's ok
I’ll live with this cancer until it goes away
And if it wont, I'll survive,
Or i won’t but it won’t hurt if I'm not alive
And this only hurts when i breathe
I’ll feel fine when this consciousness leaves

So call me a physician
For this tunnel vision
Cause i can only see where i belong
And when I close my eyes
I realize
How it would be
If I were gone

Hear me when I say I'm ok
Cause I'm sure this medicine
Will make it go away
And I'm telling you I'll be fine
Cause i can make believe
There’s no demons in my mind
Cause it’s only hell when i sleep
So this insomnia will keep me from the deep

Help me please
I'm falling down
It's everyday so I get it if you let me hit the ground
And I don't know,
If it's karmic law
But I suppose I can accept if it's all I got
It's shit of a plot,
I'm ok,
I can let you know,
If gravity is a bitch of a lover at 6 feet down
It's a hell of a sound

Posttraumatic artistic muse,
A spectrum of lyrical blues
Catch the color in the tone
I'd rather be alone,
I hate this face of stone,
Hate the wall I built around myself
I barricade in desperation,
Pain is my great expectation,
If my borderline is depression
And anxious solitary confinement,
How do I know what's contentment,
How do I know when i find alignment,
I'm fine when I'm blind to my slow decline,
Show my sign,
Halt the climb,
There's no grand design,
It's not ok, I'm just fine,
It's just the weight on my mind,
Dragging me down to bedrock
Where I'll sleep in the mess of mine,
Climb into the grave and take stock
Cause this only hurts when i choose breathe
So ill halt the airwaves and let this consciousness leaves